Okay now. Everything seems to be getting better. My emotion suddenly got released this few days. But today i feel like talking about some other thing. He is my good friend but just a friend. He is someone i always talk to but someone i cannot confide in. He is someone i believe but someone i don't trust. He is a friend that i always go out with but a friend i don't really like to be with. i just don't know how and what to say. Today a conversation between us make me so uneasy, i dunno what's wrong with him. Some things just cannot be asked too much. Why does he wants to keep digging and digging. What does he wants. He just wants to show that he is superior that knows everything. He can betray his friend just for the benefit of himself. Not to bad-mouth him. He is someone that did everything half-heartedly and thinks that he is good with it. A person that thinks that he is flawless when i can hardly see his strength. Why do i have such a friend. Over this 5 years, What do i really see in him. Usually i enjoy my time spent with all my friends, this time he really went overboard to make me write it in here. I cannot, cannot, CANNOT stand anymore! He is making me really disgusted and i just have this to tell him now 'F*** off!'

I am not naming him because it's too sensitive. But i guess my good friends would have already an idea who is him.