Sometimes, i just feel that why is it that i have to face all these problems when i am only seventeen years old. i am not going to say out the 'shitty' headaches i am facing now but i know its bad, bad, bad. =( I might or will be also facing some changes soon. Now i realise that i can't adapt to changes fast and usually will brood over the past. I also know that i am no longer young anymore, have to take up some of the burden for my father. Hai. Bad mood recently, i apologise for my bad attitude to anyone who is unhappy with my gloomy look. =(