Who's Jiayang?

2006-11-14T14:58:00.000+08:00

It's so rare that i'm home this early and sitting by the screen of my computer blogging. But i just can't think of what to do in between of this four hours time. In the past, i don't frequently wait for people more than thirty minutes, but now it's like making me wait for hours. Blame me, because this time round, i like to wait. =)

So i try not to linger around the playground or loiter in the shopping mall anymore, because i think it's time to do my work!

There is so much to be done, two assignments, one deadline on thursday and the other on friday. I need ideas, inspiration and creativity for one week more. Brain, please don't stop generating now.

Alright, i will go and read the Bible now. Can't wait for weekend to come. Yes! I love you JESUS!

Jeremiah 29: 11-13

11 For i know the thoughts that I think towards you,
says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not evil,
to give you a future and a hope.
12 Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me,
and I will listen to you.
13 And you will seek Me and find Me when you
Search for Me with all your heart.

2006-11-12T00:59:00.000+08:00

So many things happened recently, there is happy things but more of sad stuffs. School school school, i am hoping for this 2 weeks to finish off and i can start my vacation block till january. I miss my secondary school life alot. Those days can really say to be fun and innocent. Now, everything in poly is so rush and packed. Or rather its in design school only. The block teaching system is crushing down my weekends to the minimum and i have to get on with it for two more years. Friends around me are also like having depression recently, don't know what really happened. But whatever it is and whoever it is, i will be your friend always. Why why why? The very great thing is church, I love church, I love God. I will walk on with faith. YES!

Despite the things that uphold me, the is still one kind of love that have been with me always, and that is Ferris of Joy.

=)

2006-11-04T14:18:00.000+08:00

wahhahahahahahahahahaha!

I am bored

I am retarded

I am mad

I am crazy

I am don't know what

What i am doing?

What should i do now?

Flood me

What What What!

Okay, i am preparing to go to church now. See ya in church for the Big days.
Love God, Love people, Love life!

2006-10-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

I AM MISSED =)

2006-10-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

Okay, i am updating now. Finally, i must say 'I FINISHED WITH FUNDAMENTAL OF DIGITAL PHOTOGRAPHY'! So so happy today. Too much too much to say.

Now, i am having a break all the way till this week end. And the next monday i am starting with Ideation 2. Hope everything is fine. My whole final project is basically about myself because It's a self-portrait of me. After so many many shooting days of approximately 400 photographs, I finally came out with 12 best ones and created a slideshow out of it with the music 'Flying without wings' from Westlife. I was thinking of posting the photographs here but after a serious consideration i decided not to. Don't ask me why.

Presentation went on well smoothly only except the sarcastic remarks made by my lecturer. I wonder if my lecturer will visit my blog this weekend because i have printed my URL on the CD cover. If Mr Wee is reading this, i would like to apologise for my photographs that are printed on 4R print instead of 5R. I Remember unmistakably that i told the shop assistant i wanted my photographs in 5R prints but i don't know what the heck came out in 4R print. And it's too late for me to reprint. So i'm sorry.
Victoria, hope that you are not affected by the remarks he made after judging your work. I believe that it's quite an unpleasant remark. But whatever it is, it's over. Don't take it too seriously =)

Overnight prayer meeting was great.

I am a lost sheep.

I am found.

But there is still one out there.

I will try my best to bring him back.

Then we are not gonna get lost again.

Let your havest in~

2006-10-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

What are friends for?
I used to think that i am blessed and fortunate to have you as my friend. but now, i am starting to lose every confidence. Or is it that only when problem arise then you remember having such a friend, or is it that when you need something urgently then you realise you have a friend named 'Jiayang'. I'm actually quite disappointed, really disappointed and very disappointed. I merely just need the two morning of yours to help me with something undemanding to you. You responded in such a way that flabbergasted me. I am not wanting this so often that made you so aggravated, so i just can't comprehend what is it that makes it so tough for you just to give up a little of sleep. Utterly speechless.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I AM SO FRUSTRATED!

Okay, Calm, Peace.
Yes, i still have God that love me without any condition. =)
Thanks pst How and pst Lia for that! I truly feel welcomed and loved.

Who's looking?

Jeremy, Jy, Cynthia

His leg ... so HEAVY!

Jemmy

Yuan chu eh!

Shortie

2006-10-11T17:57:00.000+08:00

Alright. Back to school. Just had a talk from Temesek Design School director, Moses Wong. In the past, i just have this impression that such talks only makes me yawn and get restless easily. Not that easily, but i just can't sit still and concentrate for more than 30 mins, especially in my primary and secondary education. But ever since i first heard Moses' speech on my orientation, i realised that such talks isn't that dreary afterall. Three words to portray his speech; Inspiring, Movtivating and Comprehensive.

What's next?
Oh ya. A Photo Story. Gotta submit three proposal on friday concerning my final project for this block. Its a free concept of what to shoot and what to write. But the main thing is i have to get access to the places to take pictures and i need some ideas! Anyone have any ideas can just shoot to me!
Okay, i have to do well for the semester. I wasn't satisfied with my results last semester but i am not gonna say it here. Its embarrassing.

Its time to bathe =)

When you have a Vision, you have a Future.

2006-10-10T01:18:00.000+08:00

oh man!
Thanks everyone, Thanks!
I do feel good, great, superb. And really touched. It's been such a long time and you guys still remember me. It really feels great to know that i still mean something to you all =)

Thanks man!

2006-10-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

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2006-10-08T21:40:00.000+08:00

There, is my wonderful weekend. Been such a long time since i am this delighted. First was my weekend assignment, theme is "Home". And i reckon that this theme will be the least time comsuming assignment ever. I can just go out as normal and come back home in the night to do it. And it's photography! However, i wasn't quite satisfied with my first assignment. There are a few of them which i think is quite good, but some of them have highlight clipping! Okay, i will show them at the bottom later.

Yesterday, i went to or rather back to Heart Of God Church under the approach from Yvonne. It's been nearly 5 big years since i last see everyone. Yeah, the feeling is great, awesome. They are still as friendly. HOGC seems to be growing bigger and BIGGER! So many new faces. But the old faces are still able to be recognised. Jeremy, Li xing, Jackson, Joanne, Elaine, Dominic, Daniel, Lynette, Garrette, Yolanda, Pastor Lia, Paster How and lastly not forgetting to mention YVONNE. lol. Still remember years ago when i was still a boy, young boy and the impression of hogc teens cell was just a small group at Henderson. Compared to now, it's been great change. Yes, i am happy, happy and happying. I am excited bout church from now onwards, but still not confident. Not to worry eh, i suppose i have great leaders above me =)

The conversation seems never ending, there is just too much to talk about. On the bus home left with Jeremy , yvonne and me. Was talking bout the camp we used to have when i was around Pri 5. Yeah, i miss those time, it was a great time. Time when we were still quite young, pokemon cards, digimon. =) Disturbing people with toothpaste at night. Tearing for Joanne when she falls. Really great memories, best of my childhood.
Now, everyone seems to be growing and changing, i am also becoming a big boy now. And Yvonne is going to be 21 soon. Opps, Soon can be one year plus. lol. Yeah, facing the uncertain future, i still hope to stay on with everyone. ^^

3 Better ones.

These are my over-exposed ones. BAD!

=(

2006-10-01T02:11:00.000+08:00

yo friends.
I dont quite understand. Why are there still peeps visiting my blog when i have stop blogging for about 2 months. Sorry for that but i really not quite in the mood.
Tomorrow is the starting of my second sems in TP design (IMD). Anxious to get back to school but reluctant. Anxious because i am going to have something to do. Reluctant because i am afraid i might not be able to to well and manage it. In the pass few months i realise i do not have that much interest in design compared to most of my school mates. That's why i didn't want to get back to school.

Another thing is Jay Chou's 7th album Still Fantasy is great! Simply still great!

2006-07-31T23:15:00.000+08:00

Okay now. Everything seems to be getting better. My emotion suddenly got released this few days. But today i feel like talking about some other thing. He is my good friend but just a friend. He is someone i always talk to but someone i cannot confide in. He is someone i believe but someone i don't trust. He is a friend that i always go out with but a friend i don't really like to be with. i just don't know how and what to say. Today a conversation between us make me so uneasy, i dunno what's wrong with him. Some things just cannot be asked too much. Why does he wants to keep digging and digging. What does he wants. He just wants to show that he is superior that knows everything. He can betray his friend just for the benefit of himself. Not to bad-mouth him. He is someone that did everything half-heartedly and thinks that he is good with it. A person that thinks that he is flawless when i can hardly see his strength. Why do i have such a friend. Over this 5 years, What do i really see in him. Usually i enjoy my time spent with all my friends, this time he really went overboard to make me write it in here. I cannot, cannot, CANNOT stand anymore! He is making me really disgusted and i just have this to tell him now 'F*** off!'

I am not naming him because it's too sensitive. But i guess my good friends would have already an idea who is him.

2006-07-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, i just feel that why is it that i have to face all these problems when i am only seventeen years old. i am not going to say out the 'shitty' headaches i am facing now but i know its bad, bad, bad. =( I might or will be also facing some changes soon. Now i realise that i can't adapt to changes fast and usually will brood over the past. I also know that i am no longer young anymore, have to take up some of the burden for my father. Hai. Bad mood recently, i apologise for my bad attitude to anyone who is unhappy with my gloomy look. =(

2006-07-23T01:46:00.000+08:00

2006-07-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

Yeah, i am back. It seems so long since i last logged in to blogger. Not giving much reasons but i just do not feel like blogging. so now i'll just throw out whatever i have.

First, i have to congratulate Italy! They are the world champion now. Wohooo! I love Cannavaro, Totti, Toni, Pirlo, Materazzi, Grosso and finally the goalkeeper Buffon. They are my heros now over the victory of the world cup final in Berlin against France. It's sure to expect me to watch that match and it just feel so great to see Italy win the game even if its in a penalty shootout. Fabio Grosso!

My third block concluded today which is 2D art fundamental. One thing i was wrong, i expected my lecturer yew hock to be terrible as those rumours from the previous classes spreaded fast. He turn out to be quite a nice old chap, just a bit long-winded. But the older generations are usually so long-winded. lol. I completed my final drawing on a 1m by 1m board which 70% of satisfaction but overall i am still quite proud of it. The 30% goes into some of the toning part and the lines which is suppose to be much more straight. No photos for the audience this time round as i haven't snap the final piece.

Quite some stuffs happen lately. But i don't think i feel like speaking of them again. On the sentimental part, i am somehow affected =( Hai. What to do. Humans' mind, heart and thinking is just things that are so complex which is just impossible to have full control and understanding. Yet, they are something that we cannot do without. I have to do somemore thinking.

Lastly, Happy Birthday Manjusri! Sorry for me not doing much for the anniversary but i will expect much more fun on teacher's day which is approaching soon. Rock on Manjusrian.

Okay. That's about all. Promise no more MIA for three weeks like what i did. Will update. No more AP. Smile =)

2006-07-04T00:57:00.000+08:00

No more world cup for me anymore. Its really becoming meaningless when Brazil is gone. I still can't believe and accept it that Brazil has been knock out and by France once again. OMG. That really suck to the core. I'll miss Brazil, miss Ronaldo too. That is damn depressing when i watched Brazil match that dawn. Although i hate to admit it, France were the better team. They did their homework in order to make their way through the quarter final. They gave Ronaldo and Ronaldinho simply no chance in attacking. I can see that France had came up with something to counter the Brasilian. Haiz. No point watching anymore, just hope that portugal or Italy will get it, which is unlikely. Depression!

Another shocking news, England is out! My Beckham! Oh man! He cried! How can the two star of Chelsea and Liverpool ever missed penalty! That cost their World cup to stop here, Frank Lampard and Steven Gerrard.

My Hero always!

2006-06-30T19:00:00.000+08:00

Yeah! 2D art commenced and i don't know to laugh or cry. The work is not that boring but really cost a bomb if i am gonna buy all materials needed. gogogo. Just 1 more block away from my desired block which have only 1 module that is lecture in the block. Wee.

Now is world cup. Congrats to Brazil making it for the quarter-final. But sad to say that Argentina is meeting up Germany today and 1 of them have to be out. Sure this will be an excited match which one is host Germany and the other is the strong Argentina that everyone is looking upon. Personally i hoped Argentina will win. But in the end, BRAZIL GO!

Nothing much to say la, no mood, no mood, no mood. Its a friday evening and i have to stay at home and use the computer. Means i am dateless. How can it be possible? lol.

2006-06-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

So much so much so much things happen recently!

For now, everyone please congrats me for graduating from Drawess. YEAH! Finally! I still can't believe that i have just complete that dreadful module. the past few days was really stressed with the two ideation projects and drawess final drawing. Now, when it is finished, i went home realising that i have nothing to do now. Quite not used to it. So, i have to enjoy this weekend before 2D art fund start. Even before i start this 2D, i got the impression that it is so bored, or rather it have alot of work to be done.

Okay, that's so much for school. In this week i still took part in the annual teensgame basketball under 24. Why is it under 24 when 80% of my team is even under 17. Just because Dawei is 19 this year and he wants to play, so we have to play under 24. But don't be scared by the age thing that says under 24. Their standard were just as bad. We started off with the first day with three games and really sad to say that we won, draw and lost. Eventually we got into the plate league with a certain degree of shame but a bigger degree of motivation to do better. Indeed, we got into the final of plate league and the god damn light just went off because it was 10pm! WTH! The final had to be postponed and we have to go there again and play one eight minutes game! Okay, we lost the final just by a point today. I know i shouldn't have blamed the referee when i lost but the judgement was seriously no standard. In the future, i won't play any competition when the referee is not graduated from SBC.

And this is what we got.

Just one more silver medal. This picture is a nice one, i took it with my face in it and i realise its kind of cool! lol. I don't know if i am destinated only to be the runner up. Manjusri also played the final last year in east zone and we also lost in the final.

This is evidence!
East zone 1st runner up trophy.

Okay, i have to just forget about it before i get more into the thinking. No AMC gathering today but i didn't really know why and just came back from marina. I went steamboat with the guys. Yeah. Such a long time since we went for steamboat. Oh ya, have to get my hair cut tomorrow, its getting more and more like grass. lol.

And lastly, enjoy the weekend design students!

2006-06-19T02:34:00.000+08:00

Yeah. Brazil won the second match of this Germany 2006 world cup against Australia by the score of 2 - 0. It has been such a long time since i last watch brazil's match. As i am a supporter of Brazil so i have been watching world cup from France'98 to Korea/Japan'02 to Germany'06. Remember those times while i was still a kid there watching the final of the 1998 world cup which Brazil vs France, Don't know what happened to Ronaldo. He suddenly go out of form and made up the main cause of Brazil losing the 1998 world cup. But in 2002, the final against Germany, Ronaldo scored both goals making Brazil the champion of 2002 world cup. That final was real good and in chinese i would say its 'Da kuai ren xin'. lol.

But today, Ronaldo never really perform but instead, he made lots of offsides and mistakes. I was quite traumatized as i look good upon him, so i can say to be a fan of him for over 10 years. lol. Taking it as the first round of world cup, hope to see ronaldo performing well in the coming matches and Brazil will win the world cup! Go Brazil Go!

2006-06-16T01:30:00.000+08:00

Don't really have much time to blog this few days but what i am trying to say is the amc gathering last saturday. Despite the usual east coast park we used to go every saturday, this week we decided to cycle to west coast just because of a casual remark by Dawei. It was a long and tiring journey, yet fun. After we finished our supper at west coast macdonald, we set off the way back and on the way we had a change of plan and decided to go all the way up mount faber on the starry night. The way up was truely tiring, tedious, dreadful with all the flying ants that loves to stick around the street lights in very large flocks and the slopes were long and steep. With our determination, perseverance or whatever it is, we reached the peak of mount faber! wohooo! And here is our gallery.

Full house pic for that day

AMC smoking lot

AMC healthy lot

LOL ~ sijie

And here is our portfolio!

Wenqing

Cheechai

Dawei

Weihao

Waiyi

Patrick

Sijie

Kianloong

Steve

Me! Jy

LOL! It was indeed a very enjoyable night. Fortunately, the rain earlier on didn't stop our fun. After that long and interesting photo taking session, we enjoy our fruit of labour by enjoying the downslope with the wind blowing onto our faces and everything you can expect with going on down a slope. Woot! After the hard way home, Good night =)

2006-06-10T18:43:00.000+08:00

Yeah. Two weeks more! Finally, half of this block is gone. Omg. I simply can't wait to eradicate Drawess. Well, i believe that i had already complain alot about that bothersome subject. But at the same time, i still have to do up the drawing, if not at the end of this block i will realise that i fail drawess and have to retake it next semester.

For those who kept hurring me for the "ONE" photo.

Here it is.

Too bad i forgot to charge my camara that day, otherwise the video will be nice. Although there is something wrong iwth the crowd that day, we still enjoy ya, especially the scene of cheechai and that black girl. lol. It goes like this. As the five of us were sitting abreast, a black girl ran past caught our attention. Cheechai did a mischievious act by shouting out "becareful" just to disturb her. And the next thing we saw is the black girl tumbled down. Anyone at the scene would break into laughter like us. lol. After that, she still dare to walk around our place and we just couldn't control to chuckle. That 's about all. It happened a week ago but it was like yesterday to me. somehow i realise time past faster in poly life. Bu zhi bu jue day by day past. With block teaching system, time flies even faster as our projects are packed and the submission date is only one or two day after the day given. Okay, i shall stop wasting my time. Dinner!

2006-06-07T18:52:00.000+08:00

Hong jun Yang's album finally out! Out of all the superstars, Jy's album ( not referring to myself) was the only one i was expecting. It didn't disappoint me or i would say that its great! The good part that i like in his album is that he composes quite a number of songs which are nice. I recommend Hong Jun Yang first ever album "Du Jiao Shou", Get it now!

Next, The Omen is also a great movie. I watched it at the new Cathay 12 am sharp on 6/06/2006. lol. The audio, effects and storyline are superb! or rather scary. I love the part after Robert realise that his son Damien is actually the son of the devil, he grab him and rush towards the church. That part is cool, but sad to say he did not manage to kill his son but got killed by the police. okay. That's it, watch it yourself, i bet you will enjoy it =)

Now, back to work, i am seriously having stress again. No doubt i hate Drawess but i don't want to fail it. Drawing is obviously not my talent but i have no choice. As the name of the module is drawess, so we just have to draw and draw and draw. I can't describe but it just su**.

K box was fun on monday. The four lady sang well and i cannot deny they have nice voice =) Only me so extra =( The only guy that couldn't sing. Shouldn't have threw my face. lol.

Lj, Kitty

She has a cute voice!

Who is this ?

oh! he is looking here.

Quite cute eh.

Like that also can sleep.

lol. That's it. I am doing my character design or else i would have nothing to present tomorrow. Shake it!

2006-06-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

Show you guys somethings, quite showing off but just wanted to explain somethings:

These are so call my 'avartar'. Except the year i just started to play basketball, i must get number 7 for the rest. I dare say i was at the peak of my career last year and that BIG 'O' gave me no choice but to cut down the time used to play bball. After 'O' i was stuck with games and games. I hate to say it but i cant deny, i deproved. I just came back from the court and was astounded. I cannot accept the fact but i need some time to train back. Starting now, i will prepare for next year which is my last year of youth cup. I'm going to play the kick out of it!

Going for night- cycling now, hope auntie don't nag =)

2006-06-01T02:12:00.000+08:00

I have just reached home at this hour of the night and its a school day tomorrow. Work was tiring but cool. Even sometimes AMC gathering doesn't have so much people coming down. Its kind of like AMc gathering to work. lol.

New block started and my timetable is 9am tp 3pm daily now. But i still cannot really adjust to it as i am used to sleep lates in the previous block. New block new modules. Drawing essential is really dull. We are simply just sketching and shading cones, cylinders, circle now. Ideation sounds more interesting and it is. At least we can show out all those funny, weird, horrible, retarded, nonsensical etc etc etc ideas that we had once think of in that class. lol. School finishing at 3pm are truly better than 6pm. However, I MISS 3D ART FUND.

Sleeping time!

2006-05-29T14:10:00.000+08:00

I was too lethargic to blog this two days, but sentosa was as enjoyable as expected. Although only seven of us went on saturday but it was great! The main thing is that day was a AMC smoking-free day. But i don't know how long this will take, maybe the reason weihao and soojie don't smoke that day was because patrick and waiyi wasn't around. Here it goes for the AMC excursion!

soojie, weide, wenqing

volleyball!

lunch time

nice shot

tio seh on the face. lol

where is his body?

Wee

nice catch of weihao peeping at girls!

volleyball again

that's so romantic of weide eh?

lastly here is me!

woot! I should have took lots of pictures but i end up going to play. Sentosa is always fun for me, not because there are lots of sexy babes around but because i love the beach! lol! The sentosa excursion concluded so memoriable again. After that, some of us went to party world which is another of my favourite hangouts. Drank some beer and got a little tipsy but don't know why i still manage to get home sound and safe. That all for sentosa, those picture worth thousand words. =)

2006-05-27T06:27:00.000+08:00

After this few days of working on that final project, i destroyed it in class just now. Forget it. It is gone now anyway. Although my work has not been chosen in the exhibition commencing on next monday in the design space, i am still happy that i have tried my best in this block. As for my classmates, i feel happy for most of them that have done well. 'claps'. So now let's take a look at some "masterpieces" of my 3D art class.

One of the best in the class - by Lijia

Xuewen and her spoon

Cage by lingmiin

Shuli's lovely can light

All of our clay sculpture!

Okay, that's all i am showing in my blog, for more work exhibitions feel free to visit our exhibition at the design space (Design school level 2) from monday to thursday.
Well, after the fun and relax day, a group of us went to Tampines Mall to have our dinner. Now i realise that Lijia is such a typical singaporean! We went in to that restaurant and the waiter got us seated down with the menus. Then Lijia suddenly say that she don't feel like eating western food and we all had to stand up and go because of her! That was like so embarrassing! For a moment, the waiter stood still and gave a 'what the hell' face. lol. In the end, we managed to convince to have our meal in the vietai restaurant before she starts to complain again.

Surprisingly i still managed to meet those guys on time but Dota night was short, we finish early today and stun around jalan besar before we decided to go. Instead of going home, we went to the open space at singpost to 'la liang'. I think that we are starting to feel jaded towards Dota. We played around at the place until weihao started smoking.

I still cannot understand whythey cant stop smoking. Lets put the health problems aside, does it feel so good to puff your money away when you get nothing in return. What's more is that smoking is bad for health. I dun mind if they give the money to me, i swear to put in into a better use than smoking it away.
Whatever la. slacking around there was still quite cool. yeah.

lol.
That's about all for my night. These 3 guys will be staying over at my place for the trip to sentosa later on. woot! Really looking forward to it and so i need to sleep now! We need to meet at 10.30am and i am still blogging now. For those who dunno me, sure i am someone that loves to sleep. My lates for school, appointment and whatever 'shit' la, 90% are cause by sleeping! No more words, sleeping time~

2006-05-26T02:03:00.000+08:00

Back to blogging. Having so much stress recently, i've just completed the first block in my year 1 sem 1. That sounds like a good start. Later on will be my 3D art fun submission for the final project and my work is now is school out in the studio where everyone, anyone can just fiddle around with it! And my work is like so fragile! whatever, just don't break now, break after 3pm later on.

Thanks to cheechai who have provide me with the tripod and those few guys who accompanied me to art friend that day. But I used wire instead of clay.

The activities of my weekend are fixed already! Friday is a standard "DOTA" night then some of the guys will be staying over at my place and we'll be going to sentosa again on saturday! woot! Sunday have been booked for basketball. For those who have school on Monday please be jealous of me, I HAVE NO SCHOOL! We will be going to party world i suppose. This will be a good weekend after the stressed tue, wed, thurs. Whatever, hope the submission and exhibition later on will go smoothly and i don't wish to have any of my work brought down to be shown. Not that i have no confidence in my works but the previous exercises are really quite bad for me.

This is the head of my final sculpture. I think that it looks very cute, especially the nose. See that wire ball inside the head, i spend the whole wed tying it and its like up to no use now. For those who are thinking of using wire, i advice you not to. I promise myself not to use wire again for any project if its possible. I am lazy to explain what happen but i am having phobia of wire.